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Nina T. Mares
February 3rd, 1954 - December 27th, 2017
February 3rd, 1954 - December 27th, 2017
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Pauline Mares
Hello my love its me peepers.Its been 1 year today.Its been hell.You being gone has made my life unbearable.I miss you so much. For me life really hasnt gone on I think of you every minute of the day.I still work at Pinon because it helps me walk down the halls you and I walked together.I go into the classrooms you worked in I see some of the artwork you made for lst grade.I still go off campus and park where you and I use to eat lunch when you brought it for me after you retired. I look at your pictures and remembers when I use to say you were not a Sandoval that you belonged to mom FRIEND Frank. Bernadette found a charlie brown xmas tree you would of loved it.My girls are taking good care of Richard and Louie.Its hard being alone with you being gone,you were my rock,my partner my friend my soul mate your were my ying and I your yang.Every day you life runs through my mind.I hate being without you you were the person who kept me grounded,the person who forgave me when I screwed up.Living without you is so sad. I love you and miss you. Everyone who knew you miss and love you so much.I hope you know how much you were lovedDont get me wrong I have good days but I have alot of bad days when I need you with me.I will always love you and miss you till we are together again. I love you my partner in crime.Love you always me
Pauline Mares
Hello my love its me one of the persons who loved you more than life. Today to the day made 1 year you fell and broke your hip. This has been a very very hard week for me. You are always on my mind but this was one of the hardest.I even hated being at school and yet I feel so close to you there.I walk down the same halls you and I walked I go to the rooms that we spent so much time together.It was very very lonely for me.I miss you so much.Nobody celebrated Thanksgiving this and will probably never do it again.Family is not complete with you and Patsy Phillip Mom Dad and even little Ray. All I could think about if we had celebrated Thanksgiving here at this house you might of not fallen down and you might of been here with us this year.Next month will be a living hell for all of us.There are no more holidays for this family.You were are holiday girls with the decorations and the sweaters and shirts for every holiday you even had the earrings.I have a lot of pain when someone in the family passes but you and my dad leaving me is like a death sentence because I loved everyone in the family but you and dad made my life complete. My girls are missing you so much.You were so important to them.I dont think a day goes by that they remember something you said that would make them say WHAT and then they would laugh.You gave my girls so much love and so much joy and they miss you so much.They find it hard to be happy and they feel so sad because there is so much they would of wanted to share with you. How you would say something or describe stuff.You always made them laugh They LOVED YOU so much I have been without you for so long my heart aches.You were so important to me and I loved you and still do more than I ever told you.I hope Richard and Bernadette will have the relationship you and I had it was amazing. I am so lonely without you. The only thing that helps me to move on is that if it was the other way around and I was gone and you were alive You would feel this pain and saddness that I wouldnt wish on anyone. There are times when I think of you and the grief is so bad I cant catch my breath.I hope you and Patsy and little Ray and mom and dad are together opps I forgot about Philllip If you are together you are so lucky I love all of you guys so much .Well I better go but I want you to know that today REALLY SUCKED Love you
Pauline Mares
Hey sister its me sorry its been so long.Time is running out on me to talk to you like this.I can not believe its almost a year since you left me alone.I miss you and Patsy,Phillip little Ray Mom and Dad.I miss you so much when I went back to work it gave me comfort because of the years you and I walked those halls but its getting hard now because I miss you so much.My Zoe is getting bigger and older,she is so beautiful.Her and Berna cant move on either.They both miss you so much.y Berna always reminds me of the wonderful mother you were to her, a lot of times she makes decisions she thinks of what your opinion would be or how you would decide on a situation.We try to keep Louie company a lot of the time but we are a poor substitute for you. Richard is trying to find his way but keeps away from the family and I guess thats how he copes family is not enough for him he feels lost without you God knows I felt that same way when I lost my dad I felt as if my whole world had crumbled I am glad I didnt let it take over me because I wouldnt of been able to share all of the good things he gave me to share with Berna and Zoe. I had to make sure that they knew what he meant to me and how I tried to live my life that he would be proud of me.Being your sister made me feel and see how lucky I was to have the great brothers and sisters I had.Its really lonely not having brothers and sisters.Many people in this family dont realize how lucky they are to have each other. Its not a family thing ist a loving thing. I regret a lot of what I didnt do when I was lucky to have my brothers and sisters I have people who love me family that loves me but not having siblings or parents is such a void. Life feels so incomplete that all of you are gone I miss you my sister my friend my life.My life seems so incomplete with out you.Not a day goes by that I dont miss you or talk to you I keep myself going because I know you would be disapointed in me. Time to go talk to you later I love you miss you and think of you every minute of every day juts me Pauline
Pauline Mares
Oh my God I tried to find you in the obits but you werent there.I had to do a search.It happened with Patsy after a year. Its coming up on a year and my heart is still broken I miss you so much the whole family is in pain. It was hard to get back to normal when Patsy died and then you and Phillip.I know I still have family with me but I feel like and orphan. Not a Sandoval left except me. Its lonely let me tell you . Sometimes its hard for me at school because Im lost with out you and when I walk down those halls I remember when we both walked down those halls together. I dont do any faculty stuff gatherings and stuff because I miss you to much and I feel alone with you not being there. My girls your girls Berna and Zoe miss you so much,they cry for you alot and I wish I could comfort them but I cant even comfort myself Not a day goes by that your are not in my thoughts.Do you hear me when I talked to you I talk to you all the time.In my sleep, in the car all the time.Tomorrow is Christmas so I want to wish you a MERRY CHRISTMAS TELL MOM DAD LITTLE RAY PATSY AND PHILLIP I miss all of you .I think I will be around till the end of time because they say God only takes the good ones but thats okay because no one will ever forget you guys as long Im around love you talk to you later just me
Pauline
Hey its me Paula oh my God I am running out of time to talk to you.I miss you so much going back to school helped but lately it isnt working.In a couple of days it will be year you broke you hip, no one wants to celebrate Thanksgivng We have nothing to be thankful for because it is only a reminder of the beginning when we started to lose you maybe you would still be here if we had done it at this house. My heart ache for you sometimes is so unbearable. The girls cant and wont celebrate any holidays anymore they miss you and Patsy so much,God cheated my babies because you and Patsy meant so much to them.I sometimes hate going to work because I miss you so Chrystal and I always talk about all the little art projects you use to do for her she has a few things you made and when she uses them she tells the kids and reminds me of how you made all the art stuff she did and the stuff you made Louie do. God has given me a huge cross to bear now that all the Sandovals are gone. I miss you so much so many things I do and think about always include you. I think the only good thing that came of this is that you will never have to feel the sadness and the lonliness I have felt .I cant even imagine how you would of done if it had been me and not you. I was so proud and happy that you were my sister .I was so blessed to have you in my life.I need to say good bye for now but I have a couple more times t write you before that take you off the website. I LOVE YOU TERRI AND MY HEART ACHES BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT WITH TO TO GROW OLD TOGETHER love you peepers , me paula
Pauline Mares
Hey my partner in crime sorry its been so long going back to work as kept me busy.I miss you so much walking the halls of Pinon are happy and sad I feel close to you I remember all the years we spent there together I feel you as I walk the halls and I remember all the laughter and the every moment we spend there,but I feel so alone my life has not been the same. I cant seem to quit because you are there with me Thank You for the wonderful times you gave me there. But Iam alone now my Sandoval family is all gone.The pain and loneliness I go through every day is heartbreaking some people dont understand because they say I not alone Sometimes I question myself am I alone because God was mad at me and he took my Sandoval Family away.Things really havent been the same since you left I really dont have anyone to share my happiness and my sadness with,you were my rock you made me feel worthy. Oh God I dont know what to do without you ,I have no confidence I dont have a shoulder to lean on,I feel for anynone who lost someone like I lost you we were always meant to be together and now I stand alone Yes I have family but what you and I had was so special,things are so crazy now it makes me sad becuase I dont think our children will ever have what we had they use too but it seemed to have vanished. Thats what made you and I unique no matter what would ever happen between us we always found our way back to each other.I talk to you all the time and I hope you hear me,sometimes I feel you with me when Im afraid, sad, happy and I wonder if Im doing things right,you know it was you who guided me through life not the other way around,I always thought I was the strong one but it was you . You showed me how to be the person I am you and dad were my soul mates, my helpers, the ones who always set me on the right path Im lost now really lost Lately I have really need you guys to help me to get through the day to not question myself to tell me what Iam doing is good and right. I can only hope that I can give others what you and dad gave me,the will go go on I go on but I doubt myself I worry and Iam so sad without you guys. Please please remeber always that I love you and miss you more than you will ever know Im one Sandoval all alone hoping I make a difference in the rest of the familys life that you gqve me Tell mom dad little Ray Phillip that I love them and miss them Write to you soon with love Pauline
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