Edwin Marcel Brown

When he got sick, I took him to 3 different doctors who all said he was positive for coronavirus. I didn't want to believe that my baby could really be subjected to this. But nevertheless, I made a point to make him feel comfortable. I realized he wasn't getting better, in fact, his breathing was heavier and he started crying to me, momma, momma, I think I'm going to die. I rushed him to the ER and tried contacting his birth father. His last wish was to meet him, and I failed him. I was finally able to get ahold of him through email, but it was too late. My biggest regret is that I kept him away, and maybe with his father in his life he wouldn't have suffered like he did. My baby. I can't wait to see you again, and the Lord will hold you until we're ready to see you again. Donovan if you are here, I'm so so sorry, and I will never forgive myself for what I put you through. I never told him DJ was his dad, I was always honest with him, and I want you to know that. Even though he never met you, he did love his daddy and he had your picture hanging above his bed. DJ did, of course, treat him as his own but was never trying to replace you and I'm sorry for keeping you away, I thought that's what he needed but I was clearly wrong and I'll never forgive myself. WE WILL MISS YOU BABYBOY <3 NEVER FORGET WHERE YOU CAME FROM! Once a Brown, always a Brown.