Andrew Alexx Dean Manginelli

So much bad and toxic and heartbreaking things happened while we were together. I will never defend or say what he did was ok. But I will be an adult and admit that i too had my faults that made what we were difficult. Things we said. Things we did. That all being said there are quite a few good thongs too. I remember I called him. And we had a small argument over the phone and i hung up on him. He didnt call me back. But I didnt call him back. We had planned before the argument to meet at the park. And while I told my friend he would never show because I was so rude. She told me to turn around and there he was walking up. I remember sleeping under a bridge because we were lost and dumb ass kids. So we huddled under his jacket and tried to sleep the night away. We woke up and I started to warm his cold hands. He asked me why abd I told him "because there cold. I want to help" his response was "no one has ever cared about me like this before". I dont know what was truth. But I can say he was my first true love. And for that I wont ever forget him. But I do still wonderim typeing this to share. And to say good bye. He was something else foe if I ever made an impression on him they say he did in me. What we had was toxic and bad. But when it wasnt, it was beautiful. To me.