Digging through old boxes that haven’t been opened in years, I found a true treasure today. A photo album filled with pictures of Neal when we lived in Memphis. I still think of his loving heart and warm smile every day, and am so happy to have found these treasured memories.

Got to visit him in Portland in January. This is the only photo I have from the trip with him visible...pointing out things overlooking the city. Will forever be in our hearts.

When I picture Neal, it's like this. That raised eyebrow, with a hint of mischievousness. Though there is so much to say, it seems like words could hardly do him justice. He was an incredibly beautiful and thoughtful person and I'm so thankful to have been able to call him a brother.

The love we shared as friends was unique and comical at times. Neal changed my life the moment we met and my world will never be the same with him gone.
I'm grateful we crossed paths and created so many memories, but I'll never stop wishing you were here. Rest in peace sweet man.

From left to right - Neal, Josh Dukes, and Carey Hanlin

A long haired Ryan Hanlin and his brother Neal

Clockwise - Sarah Hays, Carey Hanlin, Josh Dukes, and Neal Hanlin

Neal was someone I looked up to from the moment I met him, which was that magical summer between my jr and sr year of high school. He was a few years older than me and to me he knew everything that I didn't about life. When I was questioning who I was and who I wanted to be, he told me to always be true to myself above all else. I still hear his voice in my head when I think back on those days. Thank you Neal, for your light, your sweet laugh, and your friendship. I miss you.

I don't know Meal, but wow that was a beautiful memorial for him. He was well loved. Prayers for the family and friends. ♥️

There are too many memories of my friend Neal. There are still no words on the loss of Neal and what he means me and my family.. Neal shined very bright in this life and will forever be on my mind, my heart, and in my life.

The Hanlins and the Guilhermes, Nov 2019

Wedding day shenanigans, Macky's wedding 2012

Neal taking a break from the PCT in May 2014

Neal with his mom and Macky's daughter, Nov. 2019

Neal and Macky with Macky's kids. November 2019

Brocation 2017, Arches National Park, Utah, with Carey and Ryan

Neal sent us all these AMAZING shirts for April Fools Day 2020. No one smiled for their picture, but we all laughed hysterically later.

Neal meeting Macky's son in Oct. 2014

Brocation 2016, with Ryan and Carey

I met Neal while working at REI in Portland. We quickly became friends and hiking buddies. He was my first true friend in Portland, one of those friends you know that you'll be life long friends with. He taught me a lot, on trail and off. I think of him every time I walk in the woods. We had some goofy good times, and I'll never forget his wonderful laugh and smile. I love you Neal, RIP my friend.