Marian Joséphine Cian

My mother loved to do the garden always outside love to dig holes... She just love the outside.. she loved sitting on the porch with her daughters.. but you liked her coffee and she loved her sweet Italian cream... And she loved this Polish restaurant.. crepes.. pierogies.. red lobster... She loved her family.. she's very close with her friend Aunt Janet... She never forgot Aunt Janet to the end.. always talked about everybody in PA.. talked about her mother all the time... Loved her sisters velma cooking and her sweets..lol.. she just loved her family so very much.. and her children.. she was a strong woman.. she tried her very hardest to raise 4 children, For being 90 years old.. she didn't look her age at all... She took very well care of herself.. she was very stubborn.lol.. no one messed with her or her family.. she was the rock of her family... She cleaned her whole entire house herself.. she took care of all her property.. planted all flowers in the backyard front yard.. I never seen a woman of her age take care of so much like she did.. she helped anyone who asked her help. She had such funny ways about herself.. she never Would swear till she was in the car she would shake her finger at people... She had a temper she would swear and I'd be like mother!! Because I never heard her swear.. only when she got upset or in the car would she swear lol.. she was such a little lady.. but don't let that fool you though she can hold her own.. she had a lot of memories with everyone... Everybody has their own.. story with her.. she had a hard life she did the best she could... Rest in peace mother will see you again.. I awake each morning to start a new day, But the pain of losing you never goes away. I go about the things I have to do, And as the hours pass, I think again of you. i want to come see you and tell you everything will be ok you will be coming home soon Then I remember that I have no choice, For you are not there and now my heart cries Just to see you again, to tell you goodbye. To say, "Mother I love you and I always will i'm very sorry you was left alone that is not what i wanted,I wear a mask every day. After my daughter's death, everyone thought I handled it but my mother new i didn't she always did...pain never goes away,life goes on without them being strong is all i have and having to deal with death,,because that's life...i have lost so many within few months and i have no choice but to be strong..now i lost my mom...the woman who brought me in this world,We all wish for one more day with the loved ones we've lost,, to mend the broken heart,no one will ever understand your pain.they only understand there pain..i take things harder then most people do..as i been told,,,but most people take pain different,Life wasn't easy for you mother, by choice or fate. A decision made, sometimes too late. A fight to the finish, always strong.you did the best you could raising us Rest easy, Mother, you're finally home.I love you to the moon and back,I awake each morning to start a new day, But the pain of losing you never goes away. I go about the things I have to do, And as the hours pass, I think again of you. i want to come see you and tell you everything will be ok you will be coming home soon Then I remember that I have no choice, For you are not there and now my heart cries Just to see you again, to tell you goodbye. To say, "Mother I love you and I always will i'm very sorry you was left alone that is not what i wanted,I wear a mask every day.pain never goes away,life goes on without them being strong is all we have...the woman who brought me in this world,is now gone too We all wish for one more day with the loved ones we've lost,, to mend the broken heart,no one will ever understand your pain.they only understand there pain..,Life wasn't easy, by choice or fate. A decision made, sometimes too late. A fight to the finish, always strong.you did the best you could raising us Rest easy, Mother, you're finally home.I love you to the moon and back.